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Then it became the HBI later on. and I'll never forget the moment that I was, I was working with these performance psychologists, and I was, and I was at the gym and I was working with nutritionist, and I was on, I was doing this intense workout. And I looked next to me and there was Jim Harbaugh, who's the head coach at the time of, who was the, um, quarterback at the time of, of the Colts, NFL team. and we got into this amazing dialogue about performance. And it was a real eye opening moment for me, because I realized that we spoke the same language. It's like, holy shit, this guy's a, he's an NFL quarterback and I'm this crazy chess player, but we're doing the same thing. And it was this crystallization moment where I realized that all of these arts are fundamentally connected at the highest levels. And what we're doing is much more similar. Like if you're at the, like I observed that people who are at the pinnacles of different arts, are often doing things that are much more similar than people who are in the same art from them, but at lower levels. There's something in that qualitative experience. And then, then I began studying the principles that connected these things. And then, then I had this interesting experience, I'm going to, I'm kind of compressing a life into a minute or two, but I, um, in my early 20s, when I move, I, I ultimately moved away from chess, and I'm happy to talk about why and that journey, and then I, I moved into the martial arts. The, my study of East Asian philosophy moved me into the study of Daoism and Tai Chi, and then into the, into, into, um, Tai Chi push hands, and I had this really interesting experience where, at that point, I'd been the introspective process of studying chess, had become much more about studying life. And so I was dis, I was, I was in my next exploration of interconnectedness, but I was, I was not playing chess anymore, and I was all in on the martial arts, but I was giving a simultaneous chess exhibition, which I did every year for many years, for Dashen Mosulea District for You Research. And I was playing 50 chess games at once, and I was walking around this, this big square, playing against 50, you know, young up and coming strong players at the same time, and I realized at one point, like I wasn't playing chess. I was moving chess pieces, but I was thinking in Tai Chi language. I was, you know, feeling flow, feeling space left behind, riding energetic waves of the game, and it was like, so I was winning all these chess games, but I hadn't played chess in a long time, and I wasn't playing chess. And, and, and it became like, and then my study of Tai Chi became extremely accelerated, and then I started winning, competing, and then I won in the fighting application, and I started winning national championships. And then, and then I became to think about, like, like, or become more and more deeply involved in the study and the exploration of thematic interconnectedness, which has really become a life's work. Um, and then my martial arts life ended up ending, you know, had taken me all over the world, and I won some world championships, and then I moved into Brazilian Jujitsu, and, um, trained in that art for many years, and, um, was training for the world championship for Brazilian Jujitsu. is after winning, um, worlds in the, in the Tai Chi Chuan, and I broke my back in a, in a training camp. I own a school with Marcelo Garcia, who's a dear friend, who's nine time world champion, perhaps the greatest grappler pound for pound to ever live. And I was training at a really high level and I, um, and I was thinking about this, I was getting ready to run, begin my surge toward Black Belt World Championships in Jujitsu, and I ruptured my L4-05 disc. And, um, and it was the first time I'd been moved away from an art, not on my own terms. And it was a, um, it was a, you know, brutal injury, then I ended up, as we do and we're madmen, you know, coming back and training for a year and a half with the broken, the busted up back, and then the doctors told me I had to, I had to let this one go, um, or I'd be crippled for life. And around that period is where I started to go all in on the art of training others, and I said, okay, if I can't be all in training as a competitor as an athlete myself, I, I'd been training, I'd been training elite competitors in mental and physical performance for some time then, but I wanted to take on the challenge of loving training others with the same intensity that I loved training myself. And I, I, I went all in on, on that art, and I'm still all in on that art, but I never actually got to the place where I love not being in the arena myself, as much as being in the arena myself. And, and then in this chapter of my life now, I, I, I've fallen in love with the ocean arts, initially surfing, and now foiling, and for the last, um, eight years I've been living in the jungles of Costa Rica with my family. Um, and I trained three to five hours a day, uh, in foiling, and so I've, I'm in my, my, you know, really intense training lifestyle myself, and, and I train elite mental and physical competitors around the world in, um, in, in finance, in, science, technology, and in sports, I've been doing some amazing work with the Boston Celtics for the last few years. Um, and so that's journey in a nutshell. Happy to dig into any of it.